I wish depression and grief made sense, because dammit. Nine months ago was saturday and I’ve been not ok since then. :(
So, we have a lot of family stress going on and my already-depressed uncle is more depressed and anxious. I’m the youngest in the house, so if he’s having a bad day, guess who gets the brunt? Yup, me. I’m so glad I don’t live here anymore.
Yesterday, I had a terrible panic attack/flashback and opted to come home to be with my dog. He slept with me, we took a long walk, and while I was playing Mass Effect, he cuddled… basically we’ve been spending time together. Uncle came home, and my dog went to his door- maybe for an hour or a little less. Uncle left again and snidely told me that for a girl who needed to come home to spend time with her dog, I wasn’t paying him much attention.
hey fuck you too, you asshole
And I know he’s depressed and what not- I get it. But taking his depression out on me because I’m convenient is not fucking ok and I’m sick of it.
tillsummerends asked: Omg u watch doctor who
I don’t :( My friends are Who fans and there was a party, so I tagged a long. It was a cool restaurant though
springshowersrain asked: You've been to the Tardis Room?? Isn't that the place on Killingsworth where you can eat all sorts of crazy Doctor Who themed cuisine and there's trivia on certain nights?? I've heard about it but haven't had the chance to go, is it good??
We weren’t there on a trivia night (but it wouldn’t surprise me if there was trivia), and there was definitely Dr. Who themed food and drinks, and fish and chips. My friend got a Dalek burger which was like a deep fried hamburger patty with cheese on a massive bun… she didn’t finish it, her boyfriend had to help and even he had trouble. Me and her boyfriend got fish and chips (Tardis Room is only a part of the restaurant, it’s ‘really’ a fish and chip, British pub type thing). The fish and chips were… ok. IDK. The place was really neat and I enjoyed going, but I wouldn’t go back for the fish :)
But seriously, go! I’m not even a who fan, and it was a really neat place to just walk around and look at all the things.
So I’m looking for recipes for tonight or tomorrow but I have no idea what to cook. Any ideas tumblr? Preferably WW recipe or WWpoints added so its a little easier then guessing. No particular diet restriction, but the guys in my family wouldn’t appreciate strict vegan/veggie.
SW (6/12/2013): 243LBS
CW (7/6/2013): 235LBS
So those numbers don’t look that great, but last week I was at a convention. I tried sticking to weightwatchers but I found I was hungry ALL the time (which lead to me getting tired/sleepy and not enjoying the programming) so I just stopped for those few days in order to make sure I was eating and not trying to horde points. Its hard to go back to portion control after a few days of not doing it so I’ve been readjusting. Its not been super bad, just mental notes to track food and remember what I ate. So if I stayed at the same weight rather then gaining? Yup, I’m okay with that.
I made a schedule for execerise classes to take over the next few weeks, whenever I get my finaid, I’ll start attending to get in the habit at least. Come onnnnnn finaid! So yeah. Thats been me lately :D